June 28

I'm really tired.

Missed blogging yesterday. We both slept late and went out to eat (mall) and master had a headache and timmy played with legos and we had SEX SEXSEX and uberlicious nipple torture and then passed out and woke up in each others' arms at 3 in the morning and i am happppppy and sore and tired. And hood and duct tape and fuckingness.

^ that was last night.

Today, I hit 89 on my rogue, have 3 bars to 90, and got 2 rares. A twilight fiendling and a highlands turkey named Timmay. He woke up late today, and we've just been sorta vegging since.

Meant to work on my essay today and yesterday but i haven't on either.

I keep putting off my protocols and rules, and i can usually get away with it because we're being so lazy. If I don't push us both, we don't do anything. And so I know if I don't push us, i won't get in trouble. It's not very motivating. In fact, I can't get in trouble for waking up late, because I wake up first. If i wake up late.... no one notices. I'm not saying that i have, it's just that I'm not staying on top of my responsibilities, I am sliding a bit.

Also, i'm still bleeding at the end of week 2 on birth control. Out of pads. This sucks.

Yesterday was the first day i didn't have permission to skip blogging.

Oh yeah, the day before we went to Kit's house. He wanted to brag on his stereo system and stuff. well. His computer stuff. It was super loud and too-shiny. It suits him, but it isn't really that impressive to me, because it wasn't practical really.

I've been bouncing back and forth on my projects. Master wants a whip he can play with every day and practice with, so i'm trying to make Him one. I've  been working on it today and yesterday. So far it has a wood handle and two cores, but i haven't added the outside yet. My other project is supposed to be a whip that looks like a flower, but i'm not too happy/sure about it yet. I've made a few prototypes, but no actual start on a whip. The colors I want to use and so on are the wrong thickness and softness for a whip so it's a lot frustrating. To make a long one like Master wants I need more of the other type of leather and i don't think i have any that's longer. So i'm avoiding it a little.