I have an assignment coming up. It's due by the end of this week, and i've been putting a lot of thought and pondering into it, but haven't done any work on the actual writing assignment. He wants me to "be more  myself" and say what i think because He says I'm smart... or something. He said that I need to actually start posting on fetlife so that people will realize I'm actually into leather and this lifestyle. Well, my assignment is to write about "anything" (within the topic of fetlife, leather, and BDSM) that inspires me so that people will get to know me better through my writing. It was assigned saturday night, so I assume it's due before next saturday night. That means that my only chance to get this done is today. We had a huge fight today.

The topics that I have in my mind are.

Why am i a slave? No, really- what was I thinking?

Something around the topic of: Strength of Will and Why I Approach Arguments Like Interrogations

Exploring Why I Want to Cut my Hair (I really don't know)

"But you said you hated me." "I also said I wasn't going to clean up the mess, didn't I?"

Tuesday I hit 90
Yesterday we woke up late and then Had a WoW "outing" together.
Today we fought.
Tomorrow (Friday) we get paid, have a Dr appointment, and have to buy groceries.
Saturday we're going to the flea market -- golf balls --- with Dspx, and will probably be there until 1PM
Sunday is the munch. And it hasn't been scheduled yet.

Also, this month. i need a physical, an eye exam/new glasses/contacts, and I'd like to get my hair done.


I have this sinking feeling that I'm not going to get my writing done, and it's not going to matter anyway.