Possibly the stupidest thing I've ever done.

Yes, it's almost 4 in the morning and I'm about to do something very stupid. I can't help it though, so no point in blaming me. Every time I try to sleep, and start to drift off, I'm in pain from my sinuses and piercing, and trying to breathe is difficult and reminds me that my throat and mouth are so dry they're cracking. So to get some sleep as I lie on my back, I start fantasizing. I can't masturbate, since the piercing I have is on my hip, and hurts like a beast every time I roll onto my stomach, which is the only position I can get any real leverage in. Well, now I'm so wet I can't possibly sleep.

And so, Master, the thing that's got me so wet so quickly without even touching myself? I'm imagining that You've stripped me completely naked and have me tied fully spread out for Your complete pleasure, and are going to torture me to Your complete satisfaction with electric play.

I have several scenarios in mind.

I am stripped completely naked, even down to bare feet, and my ankles are tied spread to the futon. My wrists are tied above my head to the opposite side of the futon. Something is in my mouth, gagging me. I can't spit it out. In this scenario, my Master brings out the violet wand (and contact) and just plain tortures me until I cry, maybe farther.

I am tied to the coffee table, my ankles in my leather cuffs which are attached to the spreader bar, which is pinned to the floor by the coffee table I'm lying on, and is further secured to the end of it with rope. I think my hands are pulled down beside me to the ground, not back over my head. Master continues and increases the torture based on how wet I am, and eventually decides to fuck me, maybe even while continuing to shock me.


I am tied down.
I am naked.
I am spread and exposed.
I am on the futon, in a chair, in the bed, pinned to the floor, held standing, tied standing.
He uses the body contact, the violet wand, a tens unit.
Until He's through with me, until He wants to fuck me, until I cry, until I come, until i like it, until He's done fucking me.
He's alone. He has Major help.
I like it, I hate it, I love that I hate it, I try to red immediately.
He focuses on my feet, my clit, my vagina, my nipples, my asshole, my mouth, my tongue, my lips.
He may or may not use toys or play with my nipples to ensure I keep getting wet every time even though I hate it.
I know He loves me.


Master, if this turned You on, please use and torture me to Your satisfaction.