Shower
walk dogs
GROCERIES
alcohol
time limit: 1hr

I think God just approved me. Was praying. there was a noise. It got louder. I looked up and saw my vest. It stopped.

WoW achievements

Levelled the pets I'm giving Master.

Magical Crawdad - 7
Sapphire Cub - 7
Jade Owl -7
Guardian Cub - 8
Mr. Wiggles - 9

Picked up a Flawless Aquatic Battle-Stone 
on my last pet trainer battle before outlands. The one on EK and the one on Kalimdor are both dailies now. 
Every time i do a daily I have a chance to pick up a battle-stone to upgrade one of my pets. I'm pretty excited about it.

Fishy
Jubling
Mr. Chilly
Sea Pony
Shore Crawler
Speedy
Tiny Goldfish
Tree Frog
Wood Frog

Today I caught 2 hard to get pets

Infinite Whelpling
gray

Giraffe Calf
also gray. Very hard to get. As tall as a human. Tallest companion pet in the game. 

And i only picked up one Achievement today, even though I worked very hard on several.

Taming Eastern Kingdoms
- Defeat all of the Pet Tamers in Eastern Kingdoms

Very happy with what i accomplished on wow today.

Achievements today :) WoW

Quality and Quantity
- 50 rare quality battle pets

Grand Master Pat Battler
- Win 1000 pet battles

Artisan Medic (Susyb)
- First Aid to 300

Old Timer
- Raise a pet to level 20 (Nether Ray Fry)

Taming the Great Outdoors
-Defeat 15 master pet tamers

Finally turned on my XP bar on Emilie today because I got my Might shoulders and completed the set I needed at level 60. Now I just need to level to 65 so I can learn more alchemy spells :)

Picked up a BOP "stone" on Kcandy today that will turn any (critter) pet that I have to Rare quality. Obviously you're not supposed to use it on capture-able pets since you can technically catch a rare of all of those.  Here's the link and the first comment has a list of them  I'm strongly considering egbert, but I'll leave it up to Master, since I'll probably level it and trade it to Him when it gets high enough level.

(Critter only, used on Mr. Wiggles)

I want to play WoW but i feel trapped! What about my Christmas? I want to play with my toys too! Pout.

My 3rd ear piercing grew shut

Sex: i didn't want to. Couldn't move or kiss back unless ordered. I like that He uses me, not just play.

Need new scissors. Very very angry.

Did christmas at my parents house today. My brother is spending the night with us.

Did christmas at my parents house today. My brother is spending the night with us.

Money is in the bank.
Need:
hay, dog food, toilet paper. Also, Master let me sleep in bed. Less than 3!

Got my might shoulders! Merry Christmas!

Christmas

Letting the hip piercing stay out. After a few days, Master decided He'd rather have it grow closed now than worry about a scar in the future.

I got rope for Christmas! (Insert cute little happy dance here)
Master said I shouldn't have been surprised, but I didn't expect it at all and was amazingly surprised. It's beautiful and I love it. AND it smells so good!

2 x 30
2 x 25
2 x 15
3 x 10
and 1 length that is exactly 2x my arms spread wide.
(If I remember correctly)

I also have a new desk and shelves and so much fun organize-y stuff. I've already been working on it, and playing WoW (yes, I'm 2 bars into 85), and cleaning so i have things to put onto the shelf.

And i got a Christmas tree and steampunk boots.

I am very grateful and happy and content and WIDE AWAKE!!!

I gave Master a lot of small (and by small I mean the most expensive present was about $50) but meaningful presents. Last night I gave Him my Love Dare journal. I started it in November and finished (well I didn't do Day 40 but it required that He know about the book to do it) last ngiht before I gave it to Him. I was so excited I couldn't wait until midnight, but gave it to Him right around 11:11. He stayed to chat a few minutes, bought me Mists of Pandahrea and then disappeared for 2 hours. (He was reading it. He loved it as much as i hoped He would!) I'm still so excited about that, because I thought He would know, and so it was a great feeling to actually surprise Him with it.

Ok, gonna go try to solo MC

He sent me this today: "I love you!!!! Ur the best slave a Master could ask for"

hehe

They got me a tree for Christmas :D


very sleepy stayed up all night. I really like it though and every time I see it I giggle and bounce a little. 

Thank you Daddy and Uncle Major!

Susy

Possibly the stupidest thing I've ever done.

Yes, it's almost 4 in the morning and I'm about to do something very stupid. I can't help it though, so no point in blaming me. Every time I try to sleep, and start to drift off, I'm in pain from my sinuses and piercing, and trying to breathe is difficult and reminds me that my throat and mouth are so dry they're cracking. So to get some sleep as I lie on my back, I start fantasizing. I can't masturbate, since the piercing I have is on my hip, and hurts like a beast every time I roll onto my stomach, which is the only position I can get any real leverage in. Well, now I'm so wet I can't possibly sleep.

And so, Master, the thing that's got me so wet so quickly without even touching myself? I'm imagining that You've stripped me completely naked and have me tied fully spread out for Your complete pleasure, and are going to torture me to Your complete satisfaction with electric play.

I have several scenarios in mind.

I am stripped completely naked, even down to bare feet, and my ankles are tied spread to the futon. My wrists are tied above my head to the opposite side of the futon. Something is in my mouth, gagging me. I can't spit it out. In this scenario, my Master brings out the violet wand (and contact) and just plain tortures me until I cry, maybe farther.

I am tied to the coffee table, my ankles in my leather cuffs which are attached to the spreader bar, which is pinned to the floor by the coffee table I'm lying on, and is further secured to the end of it with rope. I think my hands are pulled down beside me to the ground, not back over my head. Master continues and increases the torture based on how wet I am, and eventually decides to fuck me, maybe even while continuing to shock me.


I am tied down.
I am naked.
I am spread and exposed.
I am on the futon, in a chair, in the bed, pinned to the floor, held standing, tied standing.
He uses the body contact, the violet wand, a tens unit.
Until He's through with me, until He wants to fuck me, until I cry, until I come, until i like it, until He's done fucking me.
He's alone. He has Major help.
I like it, I hate it, I love that I hate it, I try to red immediately.
He focuses on my feet, my clit, my vagina, my nipples, my asshole, my mouth, my tongue, my lips.
He may or may not use toys or play with my nipples to ensure I keep getting wet every time even though I hate it.
I know He loves me.


Master, if this turned You on, please use and torture me to Your satisfaction.

I want to post this on fetlife.

Of course, we are always changing something, and redefining roles as we grow and learn more about each other. BUT in the past month and a half, there have been some BIG changes in our relationship.

Namely,
1) I listen better.
2) When I am not listening ("better"), He is (still) in control. I know because He keeps doing these... these things that suddenly catch my attention and scream at me that He knows what He's doing and has been paying close attention to me all along.

This is important.

When I lose my temper or act out, 95% of the time it is because I think He has stopped paying attention to me or my needs. I feel that He has done whatever small inconvenience or painful thing to me on accident.

This is very important.

When I feel that my Master has accidentally wronged me, I suddenly feel entitled to an apology. I feel that I am owed this apology. I suddenly feel that my Master owes me something.

Did you see my world just turn inside out?

I can handle any number of unfair and horrible, disgusting, painful, humiliating tasks, as long as they are on purpose. As long as He knows what He is putting me through when He tells me to do it. As long as He is appreciating the work, enjoying my pain, and/or staring at my butt....

So when we're fighting and He suddenly puts that "on purpose" in front of the original tiny little thing that started the whole fuster-cluck, it's as if I can suddenly see just how much He's loved me all along. The argument dissolves, and life continues on.

Now it may seem selfish of me that I get cranky when He accidentally hurts me and doesn't even realize it, but think of it this way: I have devoted my life and every waking moment to (and also sacrificed many hours of sleep for) my Master. If I inconvenience Him for any reason, I will immediately be made aware of it. I enjoy suffering for my Master. I just want Him to be able to enjoy my suffering as well.

When he told me not to come out of my room until morning, i thought he was going to masturbate, not eat chocolate!

Note: do not hang up, cross my arms, raise my voice, roll my eyes, shrug, sigh, whine. Practice respectful speech.

Punished last night. I hung up on Him. punishment: mouth taped. Ripped off by surprise.

Went to two places to snowboard. Looking now like neither is going to work out. Snowstorm.

Excerpt from Story of O

O had never really understood, but she had finally come to accept as an undeniable and important verity, this constant and contradictory jumble of her emotions: she liked the idea of torture, but when she was being tortured herself she would have betrayed the whole world to escape it, and yet when it was over she was happy to have gone through it, happier still if it had been especially cruel and prolonged.

Story of O

Just wanted to share this

http://suite101.com/article/quiz-are-you-a-multiple-a302718

Parts are ok, but the quiz was the part i wanted to share. 

Whether you call it multiplicity, plurality, MPD or DID, many people live perfectly normal lives with no knowledge of the fact they house more than one person. Then one day they discover a host of characters or perhaps just one other person inside who has been minding the shop while they daydream, or helping them with their homework or hobbies. There's nothing wrong with being multiple, and sometimes it really helps out. Plurality/Multiplicity can be a very enriching and exciting state of being, and not a a disorder at all.

Take this quiz to see if there's someone around you haven't noticed, helping you through your day. It's possible to discover multiplicity or plurality at any time of life. Some know as children, and somehow dismiss the idea as adults, only to rediscover their true nature in middle age. It's nothing like the movies, and the reality of it almost never matches the psychiatric ideas of MPD or DID.either. It is a unique experience that varies from person to person. Plurality and Multiplicity are normal variations of human psychology, which rarely cause any problems at all, and the vast majority of plurals never seek any sort of psychological treatment.

The following questions are intended to provoke thought, not to establish a diagnosis. If you answer many of these questions with a resounding yes, then please continue your research with the links to this article. Do not worry though, there's nothing wrong with being plural. Many creative people are, and it's not a disorder.

The Quiz

1. Have you ever had a sudden awakened feeling while you were in the middle of a task, as if you’d been asleep or at least unaware of what was going on, and yet you’d been working the whole time?

2. Have you ever had one of these sudden awakenings and been in a place you would not normally go?

3. Have you ever had one of these awakenings while doing a complex task such as driving, writing or drawing and found you were doing as well or better at it than you would normally be capable of?

4. Have you ever been contacted by the bank, informing you that they had one of your checks, but the handwriting did not appear to be yours?

5. Have you ever said something that you had not intended or planned to say?

6. Have you ever been talking and could not stop or control the content of your speech?

7. Have you ever been in a stressful or threatening situation, and have something else take over and handle it for you?

8. Do you often misplace objects and find them in places you do not recall putting them.

9. Has anyone ever told you that you sometimes behaved differently or seemed like two different people?

10. Has anyone ever described an event where you seemed to ‘switch personas?’

11. Have you ever suddenly just known how to do something you normally do not know how to do?

12. Have you ever had a period of time that you do not recall clearly if at all?

13. Has anyone ever mentioned your attendance at an event you do not recall going to?

14. Have you ever been aware of a world, not this one, in which other people seemed to live in a house with you?

15. Did you have imaginary friends as a child?

16. Do you often dream of people you do not know physically? Are they the same people time after time?

17. Were you physically or sexually abused as a child?

18. Did you have some other serious childhood trauma, such as the loss of a parent, or sibling, or some terrible experience or accident?

19. Have you ever caught yourself talking to another person who is not physically with you at the time?

20. Do you often feel you need to explain things to yourself, by either speaking or thinking in words, as if you were discussing things with yourself?

21. Has a psychic or anyone else who is sensitive ever described an individual or individuals surrounding you, and you didn’t know what she was talking about?

22. Are you frequently exhausted, even after a good night’s sleep?

23. Are you extremely creative, multi talented, or be able to think in several diverse ways depending on your ‘mood?’

24. Are you extremely comfortable being alone, and tend to feel secure going places alone, being alone at home. Do you have no earthly idea what the word lonesome means?

25. Do you often sense a comforting presence with you which you do not identify as God?

26. Have you ever found files of writings or drawings you do not recall doing on your computer?

If you answered yes to more than a few of these questions you could be a multiple.

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Still need to plate the food, walk Sela, and make the bed.

Out with the dog. If Vicki decides she wants the honor during dinner, i have no issue with it.

I kept my eyes closed. my hands frozen where he said stay. Willingly helpless. Pain. Thank You Mikkal

Asked for a beating and got it. Great scene, well orchestrated, and put me mentally in a slave place.

major's camera turns me on.

It's morning. Profanity is necessary.

I'd prefer an appointment to get my hair done to getting a desk.

Punished

I was punished just now.  Three times. 

1) I licked Daddy's face 

• He made me go inside while He finished smoking and wait for Him to come punish me. Then He spanked me once with the long wooden paddle. I said I was sorry and almost cried. 

2) I said a bad word by accident.  nmad i think.

• He made me come over and then popped me on the mouth like He always does when i swear. 

3) I put my fingers on His tongue and then wiped them on His face so He would lick Himself. He didn't think it was funny. 

• He licked me on both sides of my face and made me leave it until it dried. We fussed a little bit and I got angry. He put me in one and told me I can't get mad at Him for punishing me for something I did wrong. I let go of the angry and He let me go. I went and washed my face. It still itches from the cigar smell. 

I wish I wasn't so troublemaking all the time. I really like playing and I forget myself a lot. 

I quit my job today! Well, i work 2 weeks, but i'm finally out. It will be nice when it's finally over

I kept hoping i'd look up and see major. Songsmit almost walked in on us. The front door was open though

I just got raped in the hallway. He didn't come but it gave me exactly what i needed and asked for.

Its a little pathetic that the first privilege i have revoked is my permission to use the garbage disposal.

Kit came to visit today. He is still playing video games and watching boring movies. We're both in bed.

It was the first time i even subconsciously thought the word slut without cringing. It was good progress.

Then he switched the toy and his penis. While fucking me, he gagged me with the toy almost constantly.

Soon i had a plug in, a toy inside, a vibrator on my clit and his cock in my mouth. It was awesome.

He ignored me at first, and then started giving me suggestions. Having something inside me made my mouth jealous

I was out a lot for susy's birthday yesterday. I masturbated for him which ended well for both of us. Phiar

he keeps accusing me of random shit, and apparently if I come out of the bedroom, it's an admission of guilt.

Fuck that shit.

Phiar

I got to play neon black light golf golf for my birthday! I beat daddy Mikkal the first round. 2nd was just fun

just an idea.

Game show. 

Maybe after some playing, some other toys, some foreplay, maybe with some lubricant. led naked into the living room. Hands might be tied. On a metal chair in the middle of the room is the red butt plug, unused as of yet. "You have 60 seconds to make it disappear inside your ass, or I get to fuck you. As hard as I want."

Let the fun begin. 

Thinking about coffee table bondage sex again.

Luke got his shark hat today. I can't wait to see him wear it while he writes his santa letter

I an so many people right now

Almost had it out with jordan. Apparently phiar likes redbull

I got my stuff from claire's today. Earrings and gloves. Only spent 25 on about 50 worth. I'm so tired

Lace. He told me to enjoy the sex last night as if He was never having sex with me again. Hooded.

Well self, it's going to be one of those days where i'm hungry no matter what i eat

I did it because it was the closest thing to cutting that was the least likely to get me in trouble. My piercing.

Stuck pig. He's having lunch with me at work. Hasn't read my journal yet.

I pierced my own ear today. I was so angry at him. He's been acting excited but we still haven't talked about it yet.

Treat tonight. Boss out to eat. No sex fight. Day one period. Flea market. Moody

It takes a lot of balls to golf like i do.

I'm up again. My last off day and i didn't sleep past 10 once.

I an in the bathroom of barnes and nobel pooping and the other person is also pooping. But they are grunting and moaning. It's so nasty!