If You don't get everything You want from me, it's only because You don't ask.

I crave to be told to do things that are difficult for me for your amusement. To be told/forced to do things that i don't enjoy so that you can look at me in a crowd and know that i am suffering. that at that moment, ALL I can think about is pain and suffering for You, while your mind is free to think about anything else and has been wandering. I want you to know that while you're only thinking of me for a brief instant, I am and have been focused only on pleasing you.