a real orgasm

posting from 10-29-11 about this. we don't have internet at home, soo....

10 29 is the monday after the LHC, which we went to on Thursday, and left to come home on Sunday.
The event was a lot of fun, we met a few cool people and got a tour of the leather library, and got some donations for the auction at our party on Nov 5th...  dessi was there. she wasn't interested in the library and was grumpy a lot. Major played with me. we played with rope a lot. He tied me up, and I'd get loose and that was our scening/playing. and then I got a back massage/beating :D at the end. I was pretty out of it. I really missed being tied up like that for fun. it had been a long time. The first night, Master had sex with me after everyone went to sleep. the next two nights, I slept in major's bed, and he fingered and played with me. I got in trouble for not waking Master up on the 2nd day for breakfast and stuff. Since the conference, and at it, He's really been stepping up to make sure that I listen and obey, and follow orders the way I should.

At major's house I found out I'm allergic to jelly dildos (so some type of silicon mixture that's in lubes, and jelly toys) because major was tired and lent me one to use while Master and him slept. I played wow after that. Master wasn't pissed about the toy, adn He didn't laugh at me either.
On the way home (we stayed at major's a few hours because Master was tired, then picked up the dogs from my mom's house and drove home at like 2 AM) He talked to me all about the things we did this weekend, and then told me that when we got home, He wouldn't fuck me until I'd found washed, laid out all my toys, and then used them all thoroughly on myself. Then I would have to present myself to Him while I had the glass plug in my ass.  Then He made me stop touching myself.

I played with a lot of the toys, but didn't make it through all of them. I started crying at one point, and he came and made me start masturbating again, and got my head out of where it had been. (I was using 4 toys, one in my ass, cunt, and mouth, while I had the only vibrator that still works on my clit) . The candy cane. I showed Him how I could touch the back of my throat with it, and had Him take hold, and He held my head down with the toy while I held the vibrator on my clit, and He made me start gagging on it (on purpose, in fact I think it was my idea.) and one of us also fucked me with a toy, also. It made me really wet when I was gagging on something, even though I really don't like it. So He straddled me, and pushed His cock down my throat (He had been in the other room, and I found out shortly prior to this that He'd masturbated and got off, so didn't expect to fuck me, or be turned on again) it tasted so sweet for some reason, and then it was too deep to tell, and I was gagging, He licked my clit, and I really didn't want to gag/choke on it, but I could tell my body liked it... and then we started fucking, and I asked for permission to come, and He said yes, and that happened 4 times total. the first three, I was squirting, and I could feel and control it and it was crazy exciting. And the 4th time, he didn't answetr, so I held it... I don't know how, I've never even been able to tell wheni squirt before, so it was such a foreign feeling to me, but I did it anyway, and when He finally said I could coe, I had an orgasm! I could tell the difference, I don't think I can tell the difference before it happens, because I didn't know there was one anyway... but after, I knew.. and he felt it, says it felt way different than before...  and I was drunk for about 22 hours afterward. It was the best feeling ever. (once the orgasm wore off, I was grouchy for a day, but I think that was withdrawal maybe. I mean, it was the best feeling ever.)