Candid camera idea. Sit next to people at an empty fast food place and if they leave the table eat their fries

I am amused greatly by people who hit the drier on their way out of the bathroom so other ppl think they washed their hands.

I made the decision to go in tonight to work when i couldnt reach my Master. I've net

He's out golfing today and i just recieved orders to put in my gumdrop plug and take a long shower and take care of me.

Need to talk to Him about work nxt wk, and carpool sclc

I love when He makes decisions for me.

I want pain, bondage, tape over my mouth, anal, humiliated, to be used thoroughly, to cut, to be tortured, screamed at, distracted from cramps, raped and left tied down with cum dripping out of me.

To do:
wash jeans/shirt
Eat
tampon
chrg phone

to buy:
dog food
tp
milk

i feel watched again. And things are moving, like i'm on a boat or phiar is out.

I'm glad i didnt waste my day waiting for him.

I firmly believe that buying tampons when I'm not on my period makes me a responsible adult.

I also like faking out the automatic soap dispensers and in public restrooms and watching them poop themselves.

My Instructions

Just figured it would be a good idea to post my instructions all in one place for the sake of good record-keeping and such.


1:10 PM
Put in the plug.

     I had to use a little bit of shampoo as lube to get it in. It's been 30 minutes, (1:45) and as soon as I put it in, my whole body went sensitive. My nipples went hard immediately, and of course it took a few minutes to adjust to having the plug in (while I walked Sela) and it's as if everything near me wants me to hump it. I miss You so much right now, but I think the fact that You're far away is what's making me so horny! I wish I could have You inside me right now, even with the plug in. I know it would stretch and probably hurt but I would still do it anyway! I haven't run to the bed and started masturbating yet. I want to wait and see where this little game takes us. Also, if i were to go and just rub, I would probably fall asleep, which could be disastrous for me. I would hate to wake up hurting from the plug and not be allowed to take it out! Right now, even that thought makes me horny, but I think I'd rather stay horny and be ready to follow additional instructions in case they arrive.

I really want to be used right now.

2:00
Take a shower

2:01
And play with ur self

fuuuuck thank You

(With toys?)

2:05
Either, just play

2:25 (Just getting out of the shower, water went cold right after I finished)
I used the purple vibrator, and the glass plug. I never took the small plug out. I masturbated with the glass plug first, and after a few minutes, I used the vibrator on my clit for a little. Then I turned it off and put it in my mouth for a while, just focusing on how soft it was on my lips, and how big it was in my mouth while I was still fucking myself with the glass toy. Then I got really desperate, and I switched toys. (I washed off the glass one before I put it in my mouth.) It took some effort, but i got the purple one in. I needed something that would stretch a little more, and I held the other one in my mouth but wasn't focusing on it. I was really fucking myself hard and needed both hands. And then I laid back, and pulled the toys out, and half-giggled half-cried. I felt aso good but I still didn't know what I felt. By the time I was standing I was all smiles though. I had just enough time to rinse off and think about washing my hair when the water went cold. 

2:32
Good Girl. Have a treat.

Eating it now :)

And now the thought of being forced to masturbate (for good reason, such as "punishment" or Your enjoyment) with a brown beer bottle turns me on in the humiliation/slut part of my brain. Your use of the word Trashy really put it on my list. Crazy, right? I really never thought of it before tonight at all. At least not clear vs dark beer bottles, and their relative trashiness. I do know that masturbating with a beer bottle is somehow more enjoyable than masturbating with actual dildos, though. Then again, that may be because half my dildos don't work anymore, even with batteries. It's a little depressing.

I'm hoping to have this entry post sometime during the day tomorrow, while You are away, even though I wrote it on Saturday night after waking up.

The sex, the riding, the shower, and "punishment" and of course being used to please You were all fantastic. Oh and also being toyed with and scared/tortured with the knife was a lot of fun/made me wet, too.

I am really looking forward to whatever You have planned tomorrow. I suspect (since You will be gone all day with Major and Dspx) that it's going to build my masturbatory skills in some way and maybe help me overcome my disinterest in masturbating alone. Other than that, I have no expectations or anything in regards to what You have planned.

Oh! And I'm really looking forward to upping our humiliation/torture, and having You push me harder in those areas. Of course I don't want to do any of that if it doesn't turn You on, because that's part of why I would like it in the first place. I know I can go farther for You than we have lately, and I'm excited about it. In fact I've even been dreaming of torture lately. 2 dreams about it this week alone! Plus, it's what I masturbate about.

I am so clumbsy! Dropped 5 things already. Also recent store audit means big changes

Just spilled coke everywhere. Almost late.

To Do

First:
Start The Washing Machine
Walk the dogs

Today:


Pick Up Sex Toys from LR.   (Should All be moved into one ventral location for easy removal to the bedroom or spare room)\
Clean out Dusty's Cage THOROUGHLY (And check on him)
Take out Kitchen trash AND recycle bin (There are beers in there)
Empty the Dishwasher
Reload Dishwasher
Find 3 towels, all different colors, for the kids (Pink, Orange and ??) (Just check the washing machine when it's done)
Fold Laundry (Don't just put it in the spare room, I have work clothes, panties, socks and jeans in there!)
Wash and Dry (At Least) three blankets for the kids!
Take the microwave out of the car!  (Clean out the car so they have a place to sit)



In General:


Bug Matt again about MAsT Dues -What do we owe?
Find/Replace/WTF food stamp card
Find Mailbox key
Report MAsT meeting online
Send out a LAST CHANCE TO DONATE letter/post
List of info we need from the MAsT non-donating groups.  (Contact info, group leaders, location, Who is welcome? etc)
WRITE A SPEECH for SCLC (one week)
Make a birthday Wishlist please :)

Cant forget to put away floggers, paint teapot, nag to write speech, make more flowers, get info for brochure, ask for donates

To Play With

I dunno why I was even thinking about this but I was, and while making His coffee this morning, I decided that Susy must be the most fun to play with. (By play, I mean wrestle.)

Susy is probably the most fun to play with, because when she gets pinned (which inevitably happens) she comes up with the most fun and creative insults ever. She doesn't plan them ahead or anything, it's just the words that come out when she gets stuck under someone she thinks is only winning because they eat too much. Obviously that's not completely true. Susy doesn't play like the rest of us, she doesn't think the same way. If someone is on top of her, she tries to push them off, or squirm to death, or bite them. She doesn't try to use their weight against them, and if she were to try to choke someone, she'd probably do it wrong. But she isn't meant to be a challenge to struggle against. She's meant to be a fun little ball of cuddles and sunshine! Heh. The only downside I can think of is that if she gets stuck under too many pancakes for too long, she gets frustrated, and doesn't want to play anymore.

And that's why I think Susy is the most fun to play with.

The most challenging? Now that's a hard one to pick.

It's been longer since He's used my mouth. What does that mean to us. Am I working up from it? Does He think I'd reject Him? Would I?

Great sex. Good humiliation. I wanted more of both. Wish I knew why it turns me on to hear that I'm only useful for one thing.

One big task a day cleaning

MONDAY 

(Monday is cheating because it is 3 chores...but they aren't as big as the other ones so you can squeeze more in.)

• Laundry day. Always keep your machines running.  Start first thing in the morning and consciously keep loads going throughout the day. Set an alarm in your phone if you have to. Fold laundry at night watching TV with the hubby. Make sure all clothes are put away before you go to bed.
• Tidy house. Go through every room in your house and put everything away. 
• Tip: Never leave a room empty-handed! As you walk throughout the house ALWAYS pick at least one thing up as you come/go. Your house will be picked up before you know it.
• Vacuum main rooms (not bedrooms or stairs). As you walk through the house picking things up, drag a vacuum behind you. **NOTE: I vacuum a lot because I have a dog that sheds. You may not need to vacuum as much as I choose to do.

TUESDAY

• Bathrooms. Everything: toilet, tub/shower, replace towels and wash clothes, sink, floors, wipe out drawers/cabinets, mirror, re-stock toilet paper/fresh towel supply. Spray some good smelling stuff in there when you are done. The satisfaction is amazing.
• Fast and easy way to clean your showers: On "bathroom day" simply take your cleaner in with you while you shower, and give it a good scrub while you're already in there! The walls will already be wet and soapy, so it will go much faster (See tips on this HERE). If you are wary about "bathing" with cleaners, find a good homemade shower cleaner like THIS ONE. Trust me, this will make your bathroom day muuuuuuch easier.

WEDNESDAY

• Surfaces. All surfaces: anything that can be dusted, mopped, swept, wiped, vacuumed, etc. 
• For me this included counter tops, windows, banisters, floors, microwave, kitchen sink, wiping down kitchen chairs, dusting and wiping all mantles/shelves/dressers/night stands/etc.,  wiping the top of the fridge, and vacuuming my floors, couches and stairs.

THURSDAY

• Organize/clean out something. This can be a closet, your car, your child's toy box, your makeup drawer, pick one thing and don't stop until it's clean/organized.

FRIDAY

• Tidy the house (Go through every room in your house...and never leave a room empty-handed!)
• Vacuum (all rooms including stairs.)

http://www.funcheaporfree.com/2011/12/youre-welcome-wednesday-tip-keep-your.html   

^ borrowed from the above website

My Duct Tape Project

POST 666 (DUSTY!)

(I gave him some pellets and hay.)

Sad when instead of deciding what flogger i like best im deciding which i hate least

lots of alcohol and then bed.

weight watchers points

http://www.healthyweightforum.org/eng/calculators/ww-points-allowed/

http://www.calculatorcat.com/free_calculators/weight_watchers_calculator.phtml

Missing You

Inspired by

This Fetlife Post

Almost done at work. And I'm still in the mood to do leather. As long as i have space to do it.

People dont spend on rainy mondays. They do errands. Like returns.

I thinkwhen i clean, i'm going to sta rt doing before and after pics

It's 5 o clock somewhere

Note to self: never read the ingredients of a slim jim while eating one. "that's just gross." -claptrap

Beef jerky: a suitable substitute for lunch? I think not!

Already put up all the carts i can. Ashlee keeps vanishing.

One of those days. Almost late. Le sigh.

He left His pillows in here with me, though. Yawn. Bedtime for me. Cuddles like tonight's help me sleep.

We're sleeping in separate rooms, but He's been perfectly affectionate when He puts me to bed, so I don't mind.

movies to go see

Monday/Tues/Wed Diary of a Wimpy Kid : 4:55PM 

ParaNorman 4:00, 8:30 (not 8:30 on Tues) Carmike

Finding Nemo 3D  4:05, 6:45 carmike

state cinema : facebook

Find mast notebook.

I am so tired!

Im so clumbsy today! Everyone keeps asking if im new. Must be pms. Its due next wk.

Light rasp yogurt tastes like artificial sweetner. And i wish i could stock instead of cashier.

On break, but im not calling today. I think the alone time is good for Him.

Flogger Post : All my new Leather

Picture of my new leather

Great party, I picked up fast on the register, the house looks great and I love everyone who was there. It was a lot of fun, I shouldn't have worried at all. Also, Phiar got fucked last night. (Thanks Mikkal.)

I think i personally would prefer something different as a treat. Maybe something less sweet. Still thinking about what, though. -lace