Tuesday, October 31, 2017

Freaking to do

Had great sex. Fantastic sex. Amazing screaming omg go deeper, right there sex.
Also had 4 shots of fireball. And a great piss your pants scary d &d game.

Tomorrow:
Clear off the glass table of “our” stuff.
Call va about prescription meds that we need. Need.
Sort our stuff from his. No, really. While they get the truck, move his stuff to his table to help with moving.
PACK AND SHIP ETSY SALE ITEM
PACK AND SHIP SKULL ITEM. ORANGE
help with moving stuff. Until 6pm or 7pm
Do school homework. Print recipes.

Have more crazy sex
Do homework. No really, do freaking homework.

Plan sorcerer spells and cantrips, and leveling stuff, feats or etc.

Thursday, October 19, 2017

Business Post October - 10/19/2017

Etsy

$60 EVIL009 Black handle plastic spike flogger10/2/2017
$30 XTC010 XTC011 Plastic Spiked Chokers 1 and 2 10/3/2017

HKW $20 entry fee


PRM025 Purple/pale pink Lavender Nehi Peach ($80 YKW, 10/6/2017)

PRM034 Dark blue Pale blue croc print Blue Eye ($60 YKW, 10/6/2017)
PRM035 ½” dark blue antique gold floral Blue Moon ($60 YKW, 10/6/2017)

BRD017 Brown Crop Brown/Tan Gold Cap ($80 YKW, 10/6/2017)

BRD020 Black knotted falls grape purple corset “MY” ($60 YKW, 10/6/2017)
BRD021 Black Magic Braid Metalic Orange Hoegarden ($80 YKW, 10/6/20179

THD029 Black Paddle Flogger Lilac Corset ($80 HKW, 10/6/2017)
THD062 HEAVY tan leather bat    Mirror scale    WELLS ($100 HKW, 10/6/2017)

STNG002 Tapered Brown Green Red Crown (Free for lrg purchase HKW 10/6/2017 $55 Value)

Dominate Me $75 Vendor Fee

PRM023 Black Metallic Lime Green Bud Lite Lime ($60 Dominate Me, 10/7/2017)
THD059 Textured black paddle flogger    Brown   1817 ($60 Dominate Me, 10/7/2017)
THD063 textured black leather bat    yellow/tan pattern    badger ($76 Dominate Me MIL Discount, $85 Value, 10/7/2017)
$15 mini whip, green/purple

SET014 Set of 3. Red Patent Leather, Black Corset, Gold Lacing:
1) Flogger, 2) Paddle Flogger, 3) Mini Whip
($110 Dominate Me, 10/07/2017)

SET022 Set of Two, Turquoise, Black blue speckle corset, hoegaarden caps

1)Leather bat, MINI  2)Leather Paddle flogger, MINI
($100 Dominate Me, 10/7/2017)



Unpaid
BRD025 CUSTOM Red Magic Braid - Black, Red Grommets- Angry Orchard Trade to PaddleUs for Dice Tray (Not Received)

Expenses 10/8/2017
$25 gift bags, TJMAXX + Walmart Card
$75 Hotel, paypal to Paddle US
$30 gas Card
$75 CHP Dominate Me event fee, cash
$20 HKW event fee, cash
$130 Dog Boarding, card + $40 Cash
$50 food cost, card
$150 LHPF event fee, PayPal 9-25-2017 ish

Tuesday, October 10, 2017

New bondage belts

Belts

Fantasy 1

Using the new bondage belts to tie me to a chair, hands and legs tied to the chair so I couldn't struggle or fight back or get away. And then he can torture me as much or as little as he wants with no taunts, begging, feedback, or anything from me. Just his slave and whatever he wants.

Fantasy 2

Being tied down on hands and knees and Master talking me into agreeing to let him torture me however he wanted, with my mouth taped, because if I agreed he would stop teasing me and actually put it in me for a second. The bet on my part being that the torture ends when he comes, and I don't think he can only put it in for a second. So I agree to the torture after already being teased, hoping to just have sex, and he fucks me gently and teasingly until I beg to come, and he leans in all the way, and whispers in my ear "no" and tapes my mouth as he pulls out.

Fantasy 3

Tied with the belts on the bed, knees to my chest, and he puts the speculum in me, and feels my inside with his fingers, exploring until he finds a spot that drives me crazy, and the pokes it til I go crazy and orgasm and such. Then he leaves me in the dark tied up until I come down and start to worry- then he comes back and starts all over again. And after I come like crazy uncontrollably still tied down, he holds me until my brain comes back, unties me and holds me, until I feel normal again.
(Under orders to masturbate to this tonight)

Had sex tonight, using belts as restraints. He whipped me, and hit my feet with hit leather bat, and was very mean, and very good. I'm still a bit high from the bondage and sex.

Monday, October 9, 2017

Play session

Just had an amazing weekend with my husband.

We had to go out of town to vend, and with my business money, I paid for the dog boarding, which was more expensive than the hotel we stayed at, and for good reason. That hotel was atrocious. Every other room had weed blowing out of the window unit AC. The room we were in was neat and clean, but the prostitutes on the corner, yelling at cars, definitely set the pace. We almost didn't have sex because we felt dirty in our room. We kept socks on other than in the shower, because who knows what's been done on or to the carpet and how dirty it still is. We kept our clothes on when we got in bed.   Other than the play and sex.

The first night vending was at a swingers club in the middle of what I would say is a scary part of town. From the parking lot, we could see drug deals, and the parking lot was empty except us when we went in so I was worried about the car. But halfway through the night, the parking lot was full of cars and people, so there was no need to worry.  They had a gorgeous bondage room (castle themed) with lots of attachments for tying things up, as well as a cage under the bed. Their protocol for keeping the place clean was impressive, and much better than the other swingers club I vended at in the past (where the blankets and pillows were everywhere, and not by any stretch of the imagination cleanable). They gave us a tour even though we were in the back room away from the play areas and wouldn't be able to play since we were selling things. By the end of the night we were exhausted, and went to bed after discussing who would get the first shower in the morning.  I only made one sale at this event but it was a record for one purchase, $600.

Event number two was at a bar, with a live band (or two?) playing. The vendor fee went from $50 to $75 for no reason, and the owner was kind of an asshole. And drunk. But we made some money, and sold the red set that relly has been trying to sell for a year, so it was still a win for us. After, we went to Waffle House with the other vendor who recommended these events. We had a great time.

During the vending I was the demo bottom for all the toys, and so I had some minor marks and was also a little turned on. He promised to play with me and we played even though we were a little worried about getting out of the hotel on time the next morning. Sleep was something we didn't get much of.  We bought a firehouse paddle from them, and tried it out as well.
He used my toy bag because I thought he hadn't brought his, which somehow had my kitty gloves and sensory deprivation hood in it (which I did not miss at all!) - lol the next morning we found his toy bag right beside the bed. But neither of us regretted anything. It was a great scene.

There was a fantastic warm up, he went through all the toys and we talked about them and how they felt and what I liked and what I didn't. Then we really got started, and he moved me to the bed and bent me over it. The warm up continued. He pushed me physically, but only a little. He really likes hitting the same spot over and over again. He would hit it until I cried out, and then more until I involuntary shifted, and then he would give me a second to get back into that position and be ready to take the next hit, and change to another spot. And in the next spot he would hit me one less time, always staying just below my threshold of "I can't take it" - Except for one time, and he did it on purpose and it was so fucking sexy and mean. He hit me really hard with the firehouse paddle, (with warning that it would hurt) asked if I was ready for him to hit me again, and just as I opened my mouth to say "ok" he was hitting me again. I ended up standing straight up, angry as fuck and staring him straight in the face, (although to be fair after all that pain, and turned on ness, my eyes took a minute to focus) and he had this look, and I knew he'd done it on purpose, and I think maybe he grabbed my hair at this point, but I turned and bent back over the bed, maybe not ready, but willing to take the next hit. I don't remember but I don't think he hit me that hard a third time.
At the end we moved to the whip that he has bloodbound to me, and he hit me more than normal but less than I expected, and stopped before I started crying, but when I flinched and it really hurt the first time.   And then there was sex, and fingering, and I came a bunch, and he fucked me really hard and deep and I liked it a lot.

And then he through a blanket over me and I guess went and smoked, but told me not to move. I was exhausted and tired and almost fell asleep but then I heard him moving around the hotel room and it turned me on all over again.

We cuddled afterward. I don't think we really talked about the scene, but it was fantastic and I can't wait to do it again. And hopefully do better next time. He read me perfectly the whole scene.  I didn't make it to big bruises though. And I think I'll have to change for that to happen in the future- honestly bruises aren't a measure of a good scene though- and I had such a fantastic time, and was so wonderfully unable to move but still loving every second that maybe I'll just change my mind on the bruise thing.

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Wednesday, October 4, 2017

30th birthday

so my husband turned 30 a few days ago, and I have spent pretty much the whole month of September buying him things because last year I wasn't able to do that as we were moving, and costs were high, and we spent his entire birthday moving from one house to another.

So, because I want him to be able to look at this list and smile, and know that he is loved, and hopefully remind him how great turning 30 was, I am making a list of the birthday presents.

2019 core set of reaper miniatures
2019 other reaper miniatures
Cinder, the red dragon, the large miniature
- a week spent painting cinder, the large red dragon miniature
$70 on older reaper miniatures at the game store
2015 reaper bones core set miniatures
2015 reaper other set with torture stuff
The Tomb of Annihilation Book from the game store
Like, $200 worth of mystery miniatures boxes
$60 metal dice that roll 20s during gaming sessions
Sword coast adventure guide? Maybe. Or maybe he just bought that. Can't remember.


And for his birthday, we finally got the whole group together for a gaming session!
Master, Opal, The Elder, None, Bob the Dwarf, Jane the Rogue, And Velcro the Caped.


And weirdly, he wouldn't let me take him out to eat. But we went during September to a great restaurant, twice, and our really sexy waitress gave me her phone number. Haven't seen her again yet, but still, it was cool.