I am smart, funny, sexy, and oh yeah, a degradation slut.
My favorite word is pathetic, and I'm never wetter than when I'm
tied up
naked
in my spreader bar,
face down to the carpet,
body exposed
with someone looking at me and
talking to me, ignoring me, or taking pictures.
It's the only time I actually drip without being touched.
And I hate it.
It's the absolute worst thing in the world to have someone look at my asshole or pussy. It's the most vulnerable I ever feel. I can't hide, I can't get away, and the other person has control of the situation. All the "what if"s become overwhelming, and it keeps me in a constant state of fear, and wetness.
Another thing I love is pain. Not every kind of pain, but a lot of different types. I love consensual non-consent. My body loves that place right past where I can control myself. If I can hold still, yes I may like it, but when I get to the point of pain where I have to fight because it hurts "too much" I get crazy wet. So add a pain I like (or purposely add one you know I don't like but can handle, like electrical play, canes, or pinching, and let me know that you're using that type because I hate it) to the scenario above and I'll probably be drooling, too.
Being forced to do something I don't want to do turns me on. Crawl up inside my head and stay there a while. Scare me, threaten me, and tell me all the things you'd do if I couldn't stop you, if you could get away with it, if it wouldn't kill me (or maybe even if it would). Tell me a story and touch me, make me touch myself, or don't let me touch myself. As long as you make sure that I know it's your decision and not mine, you'll have me squirming.
