My dad, His mom - birthday (VA visit)

Parents' birthday today. My dad, His mom.

Also, the VA appointment today. We made it on time, I'm amazed and grateful.

Phiar was out to sleep last night. The room kept spinning. When He started snoring, she left. It was an interesting trip back to some old fantasies she likes. A subway train, multiple men.

Lace was out for a bit, too. But she doesn't like sleeping in a bed very often.

Major says He has to do a strobe test today. Ugh, I feel so sorry for Him. (Edit: no strobe test, woot)

We are all so tired. Dunno how we're going to last the whole day. (Master, Major, and I.)

pre appointment checklist

Phone charged and ready
paperwork by the front door
notebook by front door
alarm set for what time we're going to get up. What time will we be waking up?
money plan on how much to spend the day of trip. (2 fast food stops)

early anniversary

woke up, made a plan, followed the plan (kinda), broke my phone, huge fight...

end result:
sleeping in different houses and missing each other and not getting laid

I am so ready to have sex.  I dunno. The longer I sit here, the hornier I get.

I didn't want to sleep in the closet tonight and be subservient in any way... but tonight I'm sleeping in a bed when I could be having sex, or at least near my husband. I don't think I made the right decision.

it's time for bed.

I'm so angry i could burst. For once i feel like i hurt him as much as he hurts me without even trying. I don't feel any better.

Daddyspanks has the most beautiful toys i have ever seen and i think it would be an insult to his toybag to put anything i have made in it. -crying-

Cock + cookies is the worst taste ever. Also i feel the wrong kind of lucky but he took my cunt no condom anyway. He owns me and i trust him. -lace

I wonder if the journal in my closet is my private one or not. I kind of hope he reads it but i want it to be all mine.
-lace